Reinventing Your Exit
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
What if. 



So what if he really meant to smile and wave at you after smiling and waving at this random person who stood infront of you but you thought that he was still smiling and waving at that person ..

And you had this emotionless expression (abit cold and aloof, I might add) when the two of you locked eyes while he was still smiling and waving?

So is he actually smiling and waving at you? Or it just happened that he looked up to see you there, having no intentions to smile and wave at you but he could not react quickly enough to stop smiling and waving?

So while I am pretending that he actually smiled and waved at me hours ago, because I never thought that he would actually do that to me, somehow Meiling made me believed that I was being smiled and waved at.

I'm confused.


Zac attacked @ 10:40 PM





Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Counting down to the days 



Funny how the school decided to change the timetable starting from this Thursday ): Of all the wonderful days available in the week, they chose Thursday. I would be madly happy if they made it Friday, or the following Monday, or some other random day instead D:

I'm already missing how my Thursdays were my Day of the Week ever since I received the new timetable last week. And then some salt was rubbed hard on my very deep wound when I realised the new timetable starts this Thursday. Thursdays were my highlights and now they are gonna be super mundane. Can't even let my enjoy my last proper wonderful Thursday this week. Eeyer. Sad much.

Okay lah, I don't make much sense. I know.

Anyway, I was reminded that it's a month away to A' Levels D: Night study from tomorrow onwards. Thankfully night study sessions are always filled with motivation. At least most of the sessions anyway. Heh heh happy happy me.




General Paper
Economics
Management of Business
Principle of Accounting


Zac attacked @ 6:36 PM





Wednesday, September 23, 2009
New obsession <3 



Super cute :D

He's really, standing at 185cm.
And old.
Totally my type eh: Tall and old.
But he's abit too old lah,
old enough to be my father.
But neh mind!
I only like older guys, I realised :D

The picture was taken during his trip to Singapore (!!)
less than a month (or so, I think) back.
I wasn't there and I don't know about the event
but I don't feel much for him so no loss.

He looks bit chubby because he gained almost 20 pounds
for some new drama where he acted as some emperor lol.
And even though he hasn't shed off all the extra pounds yet
when the photo's taken (he's super thin now :O)
it's okay because he looks good chubby leh!
How many people can achieve that? :D

I want the mooncake drama DVD!
Not only because of him (even though a big percentage yes)
but because it's so much better than the first series :D
Don't know where to get them but
Edwin (who have alot of HK dramas episodes)
said that he's going to transfer the episodes to me.
Whooohoo! Can watch them to fulfill my desires until
I get the authentic DVD :D


Zac attacked @ 7:38 PM





Sunday, September 13, 2009
Commencement of Prelims 2 



Less than a day to my first paper.
MOB Paper 1 of Prelims 2.
Exactly 3 more units to go.
Which translates into 17 topics.
Not that all bad phew.
Add oillll! x


Zac attacked @ 2:13 PM





Wednesday, September 2, 2009
But I know you'll find another 



I think Meiling (and her skills) totally rocked my life on the Teachers' Day celebration :D Super touched to the max. I can easily win the 'Most Enthusiastic Student' award and I swear that 31st August is one of the best day I had this year (:D) even though the reasons behind it can be abit too random for some, but I have always been the excitable sort anyway.

No matter how much I enjoyed my morning, some irritants have to ruin the supposedly perfect day of my life. I affirm the fact that I'm easily annoyed because the events that spoilt my day, have pretty much nothing to do with me, technically speaking. Maybe it's the people who were involved in this unfortunate occurence made me realise how my patience is running low with them.

I'm not going pretend that I'm all emotionless and heartless to all the situations that I face and find myself planted in (even though there are really some circumstances that I'm quite apathetic to), because it always disappoints me to realise that I'm experiencing some form of communications problems with a friend of mine (or at least someone I thought was a friend) over a certain advent of the most unfortunate. Whatever happened was not regrettable, at least to me, but the outcome of it was quite disastrous.

I've always been the person who's always nice enough to treat people I know with a certain high level of enthusiasm but when I don't feel the same coming from them, it shuts me off completely. I know that some people are just not very warm-hearted by nature, but one can always feel the genuineness you are getting in return.

It dismayed me that whenever I tried to recover the friendship that we once had, all I've gotten are your pretense and hypocrisy and contradiction. I once thought you're someone whom I thought was understanding, sympathic and wholehearted. I've always thought that it was my fault that had resulted that what we are. But right now, I'm cringing at my stupidity of how deluded I can be. I finally understand that maybe, I've never knew the real you and have never gotten the chance to anyway.

I realised that it might just be your capricousness that sets you and the rest of us apart. If you think that you've done nothing wrong and this is exactly what you had always hoped for, then there's nothing much I can do. Because if this is how you really feel, then you're not worthy of my time and effort anymore.

Today started really nice, it was really cooling (more like freezing I know) but I totally embarrassed myself infront of Mr. Joseph Ang and a crowd before the start of the morning assembly. So he was at the back where we all are, telling us to move infront. And since I was facing him with my back facing where we were supposed to stand, I made my way to the location without turning around (which means I'm walking backwards lah).

While walking, I tripped over some foot which until now, I don't know whose it belonged to. So while I was about to fall flat on the ground (still facing the Math teacher and the crowd I might add), I managed to steady myself. My basic instinct was to turn away and walk as calmly, yet quickly, as possible to our assigned area so that I'll be able to make a quiet exit.

Meiling was beside me, helping me to cool down, while informing me that my face has gone red again, for the 3847654068th time this month for some strange but not unknown reason. While the Math teacher prompted me to be more careful, Jolin and Rachel raced to my side, asking me loudly whether I'm okay or not -.- While under normal circumstances, I would be really touched and grateful if they asked me the same question but that was not what I would call "normal circumstances". And cham, everyone who was near the vicinity knew that I tripped and nearly fell D: So much for making a quiet exit.

Okay, so 99% of the people wouldn't be able to understand the adverse impact of me not being able to make a quiet exit because they don't know the reason behind it but still.. Sigh. Meiling and Rachel understand can already. Sigh sigh sigh ):

Anyway, I need to buy the navy bluey greeny top I saw with Ruiqi when we went to Bugis a couple of weeks ago! It's a need now, not a want D: Ahhhh!







P.S. I know it's quite an abrupt change of topic for the few previous paragraphs. And my expression of unhappiness might not be able to be comprehended by some because I have a high tendency of writing in Middle English when I'm not in a particularly joyous mood. Which means, to ignore spellings and tenses and grammers and whatever mistakes I can make.

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Saturday, August 22, 2009
Eyeliner and cigarettes 



I can't really blog much now because I've been super busy. Reaching home at 2200 on Tuesdays to Thursdays and going back home at that time on Fridays.

I've been staying for night study sessions lately and I'm getting the momentum after two weeks and last Thursday's finally productive somehow (': It's bit sad to reach home this late but there's always this certain form of motivation for me to study at school :D Don't know whether the energy's positive or not but it is entertaining! At least, for me :DD


Jolin said this song is all about me.
Lady Gaga's Paparazzi



I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your
Papa-paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi



I got so kua zhang meh O.O

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Zac attacked @ 9:15 PM





Sunday, August 9, 2009
I finally took pictures with Draco Malfoy :D 



Tom Felton on a Japanese talk show,
King's Brunch on 1st August 2009,
promoting HBP :D




Subtitles should be on the screen to deliver
the messages to the ones at home
who don't understand English, not the translators.
So why is she equipped with a microphone?
Zzz to the max D:





If I know that I'll be taking pictures with Draco,
I wouldn't wear what I wore D:
But what does one wear to the tuition anyway?
I took more pictures with him, and even Harry Potter!
Oh snap. Forgot about Snape that day.


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Zac attacked @ 6:02 PM





Tuesday, July 28, 2009
If you could be anywhere, where would you be? 



I really have nothing to type about. I lead a really boring life and I'm an equally boring person. Yesterday was my first day back at school after my one week long H1N1 MC. It was super tiring and PE was.. Random? We had to use an umbrella-like weapon to poke people's calves for one minute and that's all we did. Hope next week's would be better. Less stoning and all. Meh.

P.S. Someone changed the screen's display settings or something, everything look so wide and ugly. And I can't fix it D:


Zac attacked @ 4:48 PM





Monday, July 20, 2009
Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince (II) 



It's perfectly alright if the movie sucked for you. Some of my friends are disappointed by the movie and I'm fine with it. Really. Somehow, people don't quite believe me when I make this statement. But no, I'm honestly perfectly alright.

Everybody's got some expectations of their own and even for myself, I can't say I'm 100% happy with the movie. There's certainly scenes that I hoped that will make it to the final cut but they did not. There's bound to have displeasures, disappointments, annoyances and irritations here and there and I accept constructive criticism, even though it's really none of my business, even as a overly-obsessed HP fanatic.

What pisses me of is the attitude of some certain people. I've to confess that I wouldn't care how they tried to bring the movie down if it isn't Harry Potter.

But unfortunately, this is and I can get rather defensive about it.


Zac attacked @ 1:55 PM





Sunday, July 19, 2009
Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince 



Half Blood Prince is awesome!

I'm not saying it's perfect because
there's defintely parts which make me go "?" and "!"
but I can definitely see the efforts to stick
as closely to the book as possible
(after being blasted horribly that OOTP was
way off the print lol).


I know that there's people out there saying how much it sucked and all that shit? These humans, obviously, lacked the ability to judge for themselves. I've been reading what others have to say about the movie by googling and I see this comment gazillion times.

Phrased in my own words, "HBP is the worst movie I've seen in the series! I read so many good reviews about the movie and I expected so much! But the movie sucked like the rest!!"

...
...
...

CRAZY RIGHT.

Since when are the people so gullible to believe
everything they read?!
Since when huh since when.
Their own problems that they expected so much can.
Nobody planted the expectations in the brain lor.
Siao.


"HBP is the worst movie I've seen in the series!"
People've been saying for almost six years already, ever since Prisoner of Azkaban came out. So make up your mind please, are the movies getting worse by the minute, or all these people say it for the sake of saying it just because of a tiny and negligable amount of displeasure?

"But the movie sucked like the rest!!" So according to them, being let down by all the previous installments, hasn't taught them anything at all and they are stupidly naive enough to believe that this movie's gonna rock their world all of a sudden like.. Magic.

Sorry, shit pun but true.

And then some self-proclaimed Harry Potter fan started going "Don't even talk about being a fan of HP if you've never read the book you effing retard! You have no idea what you are talking about," when she's talking about herself.

And I quote from her, "Take for example the part where Bellatrix & Death Eater gang appeared at Wesleys house and created a fire crop circle thing and chased them around. How come I don't remember that part at all? Can someone englighten me and point out which chapter it was from?"

Zzz to the epitome can. If you really are a Harry Potter fan, you would know that the scene's a representation of what the Death Eaters' countless attacks. By burning down The Burrow, it gives the movie-watchers a more in-depth pacing who did not read the books. Watching the scene from Harry's point of view is more expressive than looking at some unknown people's houses being burnt from the news reports. I know I sounded technical but .. Zzz.

And she mispelt Weasley. Honest mistake for a HP fan or she never really knew the correct spelling for the word? There's always the benefit of doubt there so I'm not going to get all worked up about it.

Also, "Or what about the Death Eaters wreacking havoc in muggle world, fucking up the bridge and all? WHAT'S THE OUTCOME?????"

The blasting of Millenium Bridge in the movie act as a representation of all the Death Eaters' doings in the book. It is to signify that the rise of Voldemort does not only cause detrimental impacts on the wizarding community, but to the muggles as well.

All these are in the first chapter, and the bridge part is in the first page somemore lor. So you might want to ask JKR herself for the answer to that question of yours.

And here comes, "Also, I really hated the stupid lovey dovey parts! Honestly, who the fuck wants to watch Ron and some random chick snogging? I'd rather watch Ron & Hermione get together and in the end nothing much happened between them also! Just flirting, sort of, WTF?"

Me. I really want to watch Ron and Lavender embrace each other because I think they are really cute together. This is my honest opinion okay -.- And about Ron and Hermione ended up with pretty much nothing is also written by JKR in the sixth book what. Shall I pose the same question as you did: Can someone englighten me and point out that this isn't from the book?

Even though I agree with her that I wished the producers paid more attention to Dumbledore's funeral, instead of just lighting the wand at the Dark Mark in the sky, which by the way, looks magnificent.

(P.S. I've nothing against the blogger, only the comments she made. She has always been nice enough and I really do enjoy reading her blog
and I still do. And she's pretty! Okay I know being pretty or not has got nothing to do with this discussion. I just don't like how the comments were being posted, it's like challenging the rest of the population who loves the movie, like me. I know everyone's got their freedom of speech and so do I.)

And I know that there are people who are disappointed by the film. I don't have any problem with them because there's nothing anyone can do to please the entire population of the world right? What pisses me of is the way some people choose their words, it's as if they don't have the enough amount of brains to do so.

For me, I don't really know what to say about the movie honestly, there's so many things about Harry Potter going through my head that I can't think straight. Like I've said at the top of this post, I admit that some parts do make me go "?" and "!" even though they are not nessesarily bad.

Like the inferi scene, those little creatures look abit like Gollum and I was giggling when at least half of the cinema have not overcome their shock when we were startled by the sound effect.
And about Draco! It was never explicitly stated in the book that he has already been branded by Dark Mark.

But since, JKR approved the script personally (this should shut a hell load of people up :D), I think that Draco has indeed, joined his father as a fellow Death Eater. JKR is one who take her series seriously and she doesn't approve the script blindly. For example in the original script, Dumbledore once had a line about how he's got a crush on some girl but was corrected by JKR, stating that our dear old Dumbly's gay.

I was abit surprised by how good looking Cormac is (so I approve of Hermione's choice definitely) and how Fenrir looked like Filch. And for the record, Dave Legeno is really quite handsome too for a 46 year old!

About Dumbledore's funeral, like what I've stated, I was looking forward to it but the moment where Fawkes appeared, I know it's gonna get cut ):

Lastly, about the appearance of Cho Chang. I don't see her anywhere in the film? Is it just my eyes or what? I thought she'll be the one who got cursed by the necklace because Katie was signed on for the sixth installment, much to her surprise and mine, because the number of times Cho appeared in the book was abit depressing. Then the trailer came out, and it was Katie Bell who got cursed, just like what happened in the book and I was like "Maybeeee Cho's gonna replace Leann?" But no leh, Leann's still Leann in the movie ._.

But I was really happy with how the rest of the film went! Pacing's good for me, cinematography by Bruno Delbonnel is amazing as well, the cast acted brilliantly in the film. I particularly enjoyed Jessie Cave and Jim Broadbent!

And needless to say, Tom Felton is well loved by all of us. For the rest of the population, HBP gave us opportunity to discover Draco's inner feelings, hidden by the shell of the annoying twerp he was and it was so sad. Really really sad. For me, I've always been a major fan of Tom and nobody would disagree with me, always loved him more than the other casts and I finally understood my obsession of him. He's a darn good performer, acting and singing as well, and has always been breath taking (if you can say that about a boy). Everytime he appears on screen, something inside me twitched. Even if he only appeared in a news clipping.

I heart Draco. Yay (':


P.S. I might not make sense to some but really, a suspected H1N1 patient who's burning at 39 degrees when typing out this post is highly emotional and easily agitated. Especially when she's talking about something she's highly devoted in.

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